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This is a guest post by Jonathan Thomas. Aside from being an absolutely brilliant theologian, he is one of my favorite worship leaders. In this article he talks about the heart of folk music and what drew him to it.
This is a guest post by Jonathan Thomas. Aside from being an absolutely brilliant theologian, he is one of my favorite worship leaders. In this article he talks about the heart of folk music and what drew him to it.
Rambler’s Redemption
My whole life I’ve been constantly controlled by the pursuit of
the truth. Although society would tell me that its not out there, I couldn’t
help but feel that something out there was real, and I was going to find it.
This focus on truth was most prevalent when I was a teenager, looking for
purpose and direction, not sure where I was headed. I grew up as a missionary
kid in the Southern Baptist tradition. I went to church every Sunday and grew
up believing in Jesus as my Savior. But I often found myself torn. I struggled
greatly with the idea of pain and suffering in the world and drove myself crazy
trying to find my place in all the chaos. I felt like I was drifting. I started
trying to lead two lives. One life where I was the good church-going kid, and
another life where my peers would have never known I was a “Christian.” I got
used to a routine of acting a certain way in certain places around certain
people. At times, being in a small town, these two worlds would collide
creating a panic in me. I became so concerned with truth, yet I became a lie to
myself. I can echo the words of St. Augustine, “I
fell away from You, my God, and in my youth I wandered too far from You, my
true support. And I became a wasteland to myself.” I was burdened to find
truth, but was lying to myself.
Around this same time I started to be
involved in music. I first got a guitar from my parents the summer after 8th
grade. I originally wanted one to play reggae and ska music like my big
brother, cause I wanted to do everything like my big brother. I never took it
seriously but just learned some chords and played around with it. When I was
fifteen and sixteen I became very involved in the hardcore music scene. I was
constantly promoting shows and helping out the bands that were playing, but
never started playing music myself. I loved the hardcore scene because it felt
real. It was about the music, being yourself and standing up for what you
believe in. However, that quickly changed and hardcore music became about which
band was “tougher” than everyone else. It was about which kids were “tougher”
than everyone else and I lost interest because it didn’t feel real anymore.
Around this time I started playing
more seriously, because I found that it relaxed my thoughts. My grandpa, who
was like a second father to me, had cancer and it greatly affected my whole
family. So I started to write music as an escape. It was during this time that
I found folk music. I first came across Bob Dylan when I saw a picture of him
in the local music store and for whatever reason was in awe. I started
listening to his album “The Freewheelin’ Bob Dylan” and was hooked. I finally
found music that felt real. It may not have been the best sounding music, but
it was real and authentic and that’s what I was looking for. So I plunged
myself into folk music also falling in love with bluegrass. I loved it so much
that I started to worship it. I wanted to be just like Bob Dylan so much that I
literally started mimicking his movements. I started playing shows around town
with a few of my friends. We won some battle of the bands and I got a song on a
compilation CD and we were just having fun. But I still lacked a feeling of
purpose because I was still lying to myself. I may have been a folk singer, but
I wasn’t Bob Dylan, and I was still trying to live two lives. I still felt like
I was wandering.
One of things that drew me so closely
to folk and bluegrass was the recurrent themes of rambling and redemption.
These songs expressed the confusion I was feeling of wandering and looking for
purpose. Don Cusic observed, “Gospel is the conscience of country music, and
woven into hell-raisin’ shenanigans many country artists sing about is the
thread of belief in God and the forgiveness of sins. They seem to admit their
sins and hope for a righteous life while at the same time confessing they can’t
obtain it.” Folk, bluegrass and early country singers were authentic in their
song writing, admitting the great struggle between grace and sin, truth and
deception. Hank Williams is a prime example, who wrote the classic gospel song
“I Saw The Light” while also writing “Ramblin’ Man,” a song where he admits
that a life of aimless wandering is calling his name. This is why folk music
struck a chord in me. Here I was struggling to find truth, lying to myself, and
trying to reconcile the two. It was a vicious cycle of grace and sin; truth and
deception.
It wasn’t until college that I
realized the foolishness of my wandering. I felt like for so long I was trying
to make it on my own, and I just couldn’t anymore. Although I probably heard it
a thousand times in church, I learned about the concept in Christianity about
redemption. Its the belief that Jesus has bought us out of slavery in sin. He
has made us into a new creation and because of that we have purpose; we have
truth. I surrendered my life to Jesus. It was a very crucial time for me in
which folk music and Jesus played a huge role.
Will
The Circle Be Unbroken?
I believe that the reason folk and
bluegrass never goes out of style is because of its authenticity. Folk music
seems to have waves of popularity. What started in the Appalachian mountains in
early America, folk music was sought out and brought to the public attention by
the Carter Family in the 1930‘s. It had a prominent following but exploded in
the early 60’s Greenwich Village. Folk music is gaining large popularity today
with bands like Mumford and Sons, The Avett Brothers, M. Ward, The Lumineers
and more. Also contributing to this popularity are the directors, Joel and
Ethan Coen, with their release of O,
Brother Where Art Thou and the movie coming out this December, Inside Llewyn Davis. Once again, people
are looking for something real. In a society ever growing in the pessimistic
belief in nothing, people are searching for something.
And they are finding it in folk music, because folk music is the music of the
people. It is real, raw, and authentic; at once singing about the human
condition and also singing about the search for God. People are looking for truth,
and folk music delivers the perfect way to give it to them.
That’s why I’m so excited to announce
a release of my music through MV Music. For years I’ve been writing and singing
folk music, but with life and college haven’t been able to give it much of a
platform. At Moon Valley Bible Church, I’ve been so blessed to lead worship and
record music with the folk and bluegrass style that I love. I’ve been blown
away by the positive response I’ve received from so many people and want to
continue to serve them through this art-form that is so personal to me. This
EP, “Rambler’s Redemption,” will release in December this year. It will feature
some of the folk and bluegrass songs that I’ve written throughout the years
along with some hymns. My hope is that others will experience the authenticity
of folk music and that it will lead them to the real Truth only found in Christ
Jesus.
About this author:
Jonathan Thomas is a worship leader and Young Adult Ministry Director at Moon Valley Bible Church in Phoenix, AZ. He is a graduate of Arizona Christian University with a degree in Christian Ministries/Music and is currently pursuing a MA in Philosophy. He is married to his lovely wife, Olivia.
Read more from Jonathan on his blog:
ramblersreflectionsblog.blogspot.com
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